He said to me "Daddy that game looks so cool and you get money". My Mrs and my children are my saving grace, today i had to explain to my 6 year old son the danger of a fruit machine when we were having lunch in a restaurant. It is such a lonely place to be but when you let someone in and build up an accoubtability group you realise how many people care for you and love you because they all want to help you. I had nothing, i had been hiding my addiction and landed myself into a few grand of debt but in over a year after some REALLY hard work and sacrifices have reduced that into just over £700. For the first few weeks my withdrawl was awful I was lashing out at my family and really losing my temper so quickly. Gambling is honestly the worst addiction to become clean of, you can't just wean off it's cold turkey or play. Coming clean was an extremely difficult time for me, at first my fianceГ© really struggled to understand but over time she attended some of my 1 to 1 sessions and learned a lot about how the addiction had gotten hold of me. So i saw this post was a couple months ago just wondered how you are doing now? I am a self confessed addict now in recovery and am 417 days without a single play/bet.
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